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perceptions by lonelytwigg, literature

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perceptions

Perception is the way we look at the world and the way it glares straight back at us. Everyday people walk from their quant suburbia home to the cold streets of the world; everyday they leave and subject themselves to the perceptions of others. Oh she is rich, she must be a snob, oh he is poor he must be stupid, she is ugly she must have no friends, he is fat he must have no life. Right or wrong, we live in a society that really just doesn't care. People do not care if there words shatter a persons very being by their judgmental thoughts. Changing themselves just to please others. People don't think for them selves any more, they let th

Remorse by lonelytwigg, literature

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Remorse

Don't tell me your leaving I know this wont be our final goodbye You say you must go back to her now That life you left was years ago You don't need her Your don't want her I can tell Your eyes could never lie to me You're doing this out of remorse Walk through that door I dare you Tonight I will lay in the bed we made together And I will show no remorse Unlike you my heart is beyond repair That blade will slice across my wrist But nothing will be felt For all remorse left this house when you walked through that door Ill lay on your favorite chair Wrist bleeding out Ill write you a letter dear Of how you ripped my

Anything by lonelytwigg, literature

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Anything

I cry to feel something I cry to feel anything I am numb from the heart down I haven't feel anything real in so long I haven't felt a warm touch in years I cry to feel something I cry to feel anything Why is it always so dark? Zombies surround me Floating in a pool of lies My life is a joke My life is just a lie All the happiness I thought I knew And all the joys I thought I shared It was just a joke So here I am Lying still A lifeless breathing zombie I am nothing So I will cry to feel Till I run dry I will scream till I cannot speak Just to feel the pain All I want is to feel something Anything

I am ready for love by lonelytwigg, literature

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I am ready for love

I am ready for love What do I have to do to prove that I am ready for love? I have been waiting so patiently Why must you hide from me like this? I would easily give up anything just for your touch All the pain and heartache would be worth it What do I have to do to prove to you? Why don't you love me like I love you? I am ready for love Please let me in your heart I wont be a burden I wont hurt you All I want is your love Is that so much to ask for from you? After all we have been through… that's the least you could do For once would you just think with your heart and not your mind? I am ready for love once and for al

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This Friend by LifeIsMediocre, literature

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This Friend

I've got this friend, I'd like you to meet. She can't walk, But she'll move your feet. She'll bring you down, To see eye to eye. She's good in doses, But too much you'll die. But hey, Arn't they all like that? Arn't friends all the same? No way, This couldn't be right. What do you mean I'm to blame? You met her first, You just introduced me. It's not my fault, I don't enjoy her company. I've got this friend, I'd like to to know. She can't really breath, But she sure can blow. She'll wipe me out, And floor you hard. She's cool to know, But only so far. But hey, Arn't they all like this? Arn't all drugs the same? No

Moon On Fire by LifeIsMediocre, literature

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Moon On Fire

The day your smile brings a tear to my eye, The day the sun sets the moon on fire. The day your life will suddenly change, The day I saw you took my whole world higher. Today's the day, the chance to go, So I'll join this train, And go with the flow. Now's the time, the moment is bright, So I'll run this route, And hope it's right. The moon is bright and almost haunted, A spark flying through the air. That shooting star is heading fast, And soon will start to flare. I see this flame before it starts, This blaze set in the stars. I have the feeling it's almost time, When the moon will heal these scars. The impact strikes and

My Angel by LifeIsMediocre, literature

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My Angel

You're the one that makes my mind race, That keeps me thinking, I might do something good after all. Maybe, just maybe, I'm worthwhile... But then I see your eyes when you look into his... And I read your mind when you look back at mine. You love me, but you love him too. It levels me... It leaves me broken, dazed and confused. I know somehow, it'll all work out, It'll take some time to win you over, Maybe even longer than I hope... But time goes fast when you want it bad enough... And I think I do. Everytime I see into your eyes, It makes me smile. Because I know... I know that, God put an angel on earth, Just for me. A

A Fix Of You by LifeIsMediocre, literature

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A Fix Of You

You're worse than any drug could be, Damn your addiction, Damn my addiction to you. The white glistening off your eyes, Reminds me of coke when I'm doing lines. I know it shouldn't, I know it's wrong... But you kill me every time. I need a fix, A fix of you, Not alot, A hour or two... I need a chance, A chance to be, I tried to cut loose, But you won't let me free... Damn my addiction, My addiction to you... You're worse than any drug could be, You pull me in and suck me dry... This addiction is bad, Much worse than I'd thought... Is my pain what gets you high? You're worse to me than any drug, Damn your addiction, Da

Plant The Seed by LifeIsMediocre, literature

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Plant The Seed

We're nothing, Just lowly maggots, But don't look now, We don't take faggots. Join the army, And take control. Fill them up, Then dig more holes. Drop on down, Give me fifty. Sell your soul, And live it nifty. Fight my war, And kill my foes. But keep it hush, So no one knows. Bring the peace, Hello freedom. Keep me in charge, My mighty kingdom. War, War, War. War is all we need. Fuck peace and poverty, Plant the corporate seed. Listen to the media, Listen to it well. Fuck the individual, Live so life is hell!

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Deviant for 19 years
www.myspace.com/rachaeltwigg
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Current Residence: Crane, Indiana
Favourite genre of music: from rap and rock to classical i love it all...
Favourite photographer: Gail Goodwin..Cris harvey
Skin of choice: My own
Favourite cartoon character: Garfield
Personal Quote: "Why should I take life so seriously when all I will ever get is heartache?" Myself

Favourite Visual Artist

Rick Graves

Favourite Movies

Constatine,Saw, The Beach, Land Of The Dead.. nething scary.. but good!

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

3 doors down, Ingram Hill, 12 Stones, Damien Rice, Click Five, fall out boy, My Chemical Romance,...

Favourite Writers

Poe

Favourite Games

TETRIS!!!!!!

Tools of the Trade

pencil/pen notepad and my camera

Other Interests

writting, photography, photo manip, school, friends...

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lonelytwigg

Jan 5, 2006

Devious Journal Entry

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music: none... tvs on... mood: :confused: currently: scratching my elbow... itchy!!! well for those of you who care i will be adding a bunch of new pictures, poems,stories... etc. within the next week or so... i have to wait to get a new cord for my digi camera... and i have to finish typing out everything... but i have a lot... i have been rather busy lately... prob due to the lack of sleep... due to the lack of a life... well talk to you all later!!                                              rachael

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lonelytwigg

Dec 19, 2005

the ultimate let down...

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music: none..   mood: :depressed: currently: lost in a room of people... once again.. i have proved that i am a self destructive person... i am greedy when it comes to friends... i am a stingy person... i have let someone near and dear slip away over these past few weeks... and now i have lost them... there is no finding them now.. she is gone forever.. i thought our friendship was one that could never be broken... that our ties would last forever... little did i know... she is gone now... and it is all my fault... everything is my fault... i can not blame this uppon any one but myself... i am an awful person.. i deserve no one... do not l

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lonelytwigg

Dec 16, 2005

school is awesome !!

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music: none... the sound of keys pounding and printers printing mood: :blahblah: currently: looking at the computer screen ha ha ha CASEY IS SO AWESOME HE ROCKS MY SOCKS!!!!! DANA TOO!!! and sarah... lol this is the most pointless journal ever!! go me!!            rachael :hump: you know what to do with it!

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the-rectifier

Mar 5, 2006

Thanks for the comment. Sadly I don't do as much here as I used to.

lonelytwigg

Mar 7, 2006

no problem. neither do i. i was just reading my last journal from here. it said i was going to put some new things up... yea never got to it. oh well... but when i do its always nice to browse around...
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